Voices echo in my twisted mind. Falling again this cycle keeps repeating itself. There is nothing left for me in here. Show me the way out of this labyrinth of mind. There is nothing left here, but memories of times, when we were younger and life meant something more. I'm fighting windmills I bang my head against this wall. We live the same life over and over again! I wish I had more time to explain everything to you. But the clock keeps ticking and it won't stop, not even for you. It goes on and on, this cycle is about to end. And every time it happens... oh how could I pretend... ... to change a single thing in this universe... ... I am but a man, with two weak hands... ... I cannot even touch her skin... ... I cannot even tell her how I feel... We live the same life over and over again! This worn out crown is devouring my mind. This fog is too thick, I cannot see trough it I am blind. I am wearing a heavy cross that doesn't belong to me, I have been awakened so long (that) I would give anything to sleep! This self destructive pattern, it turns my soul to tatters, my future won't be better, this is my suicide letter. The void has taken, the only thing I have loved. You can take my life (cause) you cannot fix my broken heart. This is my swan song. This is the last song I wrote (to you). And if I die tonight. I better die alone.

I am just a useless slave, I did not ask for this, weak illusion of a free life. We are left with nothing, yet you still ask for more, the attic is empty, and we are running out of hope... A dying wasteland is paved with pain and I would sell my soul for a single drop of rain. This barren countryside is breaking my soul, but I can not leave cause this is my home. This is where my mother gave birth to me, working day and night to put food on the table, taught me how to read, While father was abroad, freezing in a cabin, driving day and night, risking his life, there were hard times... The weight of my sorrow is more than I can bear. It's crushing me down and I can barely breath. How could I stop this heart from beating? I can't stop giving, you can't stop taking. will you let me take a breath? Stop this suicide machine for God's sake! With our own two hands we're digging our own graves. Why? Why do we leave our homes? We are dying! Without a glimpse of hope. Why? Why do we leave our homes? We are dying! where else could we go? This! This is where I was born! It is a prison for our lonesome souls...

I am just a weak and a very said copy of a higher entity I feed on the remains of once great Gods poisoned by their Ego my voice is false it faded in discord it is like a tumor that is growing inside your heart my ears are bleeding from the violent chanting what have we done? what have we become? it is not the air that I breath that is toxic, it is the same old song from your mouth already heard it like a million times what can I do to make this stop? how could we end up here? Were there any sign? how could we let this happen? Who is to blame when music dies? This is not the first time, we have been betrayed and lied, by those we've called friends in better times. This is not the last time, art will be sacrificed, no one will help us the die is cast. I was the first to succumb to temptation the shine of clarity, is nothing compared to the shine of gold and the promise of fame. And this mindless crowed still chanting a song in a false tone. Can't understand it, can't recognise a single word. In their grey, lifeless eyes, I can see my own reflection. They are mesmerised. They are victims of this sound infection. Cause they are buying this shit, cause they think this is real, but it is as fake as the words of their idols, and I am here since the day you were born, and I know you more than you know me. How could we end up here? Were there any sign? how could we let this happen? Who is to blame when music dies?

if I could go back to that dusty wretched town if I could start again if I could turn back time can I change the present? if I change the past? my future holds nothing for me only death waits in the end the weight of sorrow is too much for one man my old hands reek of blood and I cannot quench the smell the path I follow will lead me to my death I have built this temple of hatred and regret curse the Sun for promising hope and the freedom of love curse the Moon for taking away everything that I have got I have done everything I could I've traveled the seven seas I've been through hell to find you but you ran away from me I want it all to end here cause I am so fucking tired Whenever I move a finger I kill everyone I love the arms that embraced, shove away the voice that calmed, is gone only cold silence remained this is a curse, it can't be worse am I destined to be alone? am I destined to suffer in pain? is there a reason for trying? can you hear me through the static of hate? I know there is darkness, it's been living here in my heart for too many years

since the day that she was born her body is a prison for her lonesome soul there is no place that feels like home we have to leave we must go run for your life run for your life run for your life mother another morning 5 o'clock, I wake up, but where I am? fell so empty feel so cold like our broken marriage bed, woke up in the bathroom Blood is dripping from the walls, broken bottles and dreams on the floor were there a time when this was our home? and when the only thing that embraces you is your own two arms you start to lose all hope and pain will be your only companion the sky turns from blue to red all these years we though she were dead betray the house of evil repute autumn leaves under my feet the wind blows chill she has escaped i feel her smell in the heavy rain Why did I come here? what road, led me here? why? when? from where? how? who did I come to see? I can't remember her face? why can't I? how does she look like? when did we meet? what is the color of her eyes? what is her name? I can't remember, a single thing, but I don't know why I came to save her from this nightmare I want her to be alive She is someone I cherish and hold dear to my heart. and I don't want to forget her again, I must remember a new day is on the horizon this weak mind is broken again my clothes are torn my soul is heavy these shoes don't fit my trembling legs this one blanket won't keep me warm i ain't got nothing nowhere to go the beast that grows inside my womb is getting hungry hungers for souls hungers for flesh to devour hungers for spirits to control it hungers for battle it hungers for death to become a war machine that can never be fed born within the realms of fire possessed an unborn young fetus he is the one that brings death, she protect's it with her last breath bring her to the gallows don't let her escape hang her demonic body let justice prevail born within the realms of fire possessed an unborn young fetus he is the one that brings death, she protect's it with her last breath I watched as the she broke all the seals and there was a great earthquake The sun became darker than black and the moon became blood red. We fell to our knees We prayed for forgiveness, but we no longer could hear his voice there was nothing but emptiness born within the realms of fire possessed an unborn young fetus he is the one that brings death, she protect's it with her last breath then the locust swarm came eat the flesh off of our bones and the earth opened its mouth and swallowed the rest since the day that she was born her body is a prison, is a prison born within the realms of fire possessed an unborn young fetus he is the one that brings death, she protect's it with her last breath born within the realms of fire possessed an unborn young fetus he is the one that brings death, she protect's it with her last breath since the day that she was born her body is a prison

I can not find the way out of here I am nowhere yet I am everywhere I am nothing yet I am everything of this place I see all the same connections yet I lack the ability to change a single thing in this network of dimensions I am lost in singularity in its worst wake up rise, fall down now I see the writings on the wall you who have entered you will never leave this cursed place now I see crystal clear so ironic so good damn beautiful my own doom my curiosity my own endless search for a meaning led me here trapped forever here trapped in my own mind trapped I do not exist I I do not exist